I have had little snatches of thoughts for this New Year.
2013.
There are things I know I want to be different about this year compared to years that have completed. Read more. That is always at the top of the list. Listen more. That requires talking less. Listen more carefully…that is closer to what is trying to form.
A few years ago I was going to shut down all internet activity for a year. I lasted not very long, in fact I’m not sure I lasted a whole week. Prayer requests and life updates kept drawing me back, along with dialogs and blogs. Life today does seem to rely heavily on the internet for information and for community. I’m still not positive I can completely withdraw, although listening more carefully is what is needed.
I can waste an enormous amount of time online. The end of the day reveals that most of the time has been spent in ways that do not feed my soul, and therefore do not feed the soul of my family.
So, 2013….let’s make a pact. Listen more carefully.
Listen to voices that nourish and inform and spur thoughts and creativity and delight. Thoughts that challenge and bring wisdom and stretch thinking. Voices that encourage depth and strength and simplicity and worship.
Voices that draw me closer to God.
2013…let’s make another pact. Write more often, and with more intention.
Yep. Listening to the voices that bring creativity and wonder and strength and thought leads to writing for me. Processing things tends to happen with words for me, and this spot on the internet is part of that. 2013…this will be the year that I focus more on my thinking than the last few years. Writing, processing…chasing rabbit trails and finding where they lead.
2013.
I’m eager to see what this next year holds. I am eager to stretch a little more this year and live a little more intentionally. I’m not shutting down FaceBook or internet…but I am pulling the leash in a little more tightly.
Listening more carefully and write more.
Two resolutions I think I can keep.